POAS

Day 10- 5dp5dt

Goal- to not test before today

Met?- yes

Mood- great

Symptoms- heartburn, tired, bit of cramping

POAS?- yes

Report- last night I dreamed about testing all night. When I woke up, though, I was really nervous to actually do it. I wasn't ready to see a negative test. To give up the wonderful feeling of possibility! I nearly chickened out... I wanted to chicken out. 

In the end, the pull of the pee stick was too much. I caved. 

I peed and dipped one of my numerous Wondfos. I have about 75 of these suckers... 25 from a supposed "bad batch" and 50 replacements the company sent me for free. I also have 2 FRER for beta day. 

Anyone who has ever taken a Wondfo knows that while the test is "developing" it is pretty much unreadable- pink and streaky and not worth watching. So I dipped and came downstairs to let the dogs out. I knew 5dpt is still really early and that my chances of a positive were still pretty low. I was actually half wishing I hadn't tested yet. 

I let the dogs back in and headed upstairs, mentally prepping myself for only one line. 

But there wasn't one line... There were two! 

The test line was faint, but definitely there and I could see it before I even picked the test up! I couldn't believe it! I dipped another test... from the different batch... and ran back downstairs to grab a test I had gotten from the REs office to dip as well. 

Eeep! They all have lines!!

I cannot believe this. It's totally surreal right now.

I know it's still early and anything can happen, but I am so happy right now and I have faith that everything will happen as it should.

This is just so amazing.

Thank You, God, for this amazing miracle You are giving us. Please keep my babies strong and growing in my uterus for the next nine months.