Goal- to change something today
Met?- yes
Mood- great
Symptoms- hellacous heartburn, still tired, hungry
POAS?- yes
Report- Two things changed today. The first is not a big deal... I changed my beta appointment from Friday to tomorrow... the second is much more significant.
I actually feel pregnant. Not in the symptomy, nauseous type of way, but in the "I am actually pregnant" type of way.
It has taken so long to get here, I've been very guarded and I don't think I actually accepted what those two lines really mean until this afternoon. It just didn't feel like it was really happening to me.
I'm still worried that something could happen... and probably will continue to be worried... but I am determined to enjoy this time.
Thank you, everyone for the congrats and support. It really means a lot to me. I pray for each and every one of you as well.
Now, as requested, some test pictures!
I didn't post these yesterday because my FMU tests were so faint I didn't think they would even show up on the pictures. Isn't the digi beautiful? No questioning that result!
Seeing that word pop up on that test was the moment that changed how I was feeling. I actually gasped and said to myself, "I am pregnant."
When I showed it to Patrick he said, "Well, I guess its official now, huh?"
My first beta is tomorrow at 10am. I'm praying for a good, strong number.
Thank You, God, for this amazing blessing! Please keep my babies strong and growing inside my uterus for the next nine months.
OH I am praying for a good...no FABULOUS number...Congratulations...and God willing this will stick around for the long haul, you'll be worried the whole time...Trust me...been there done that...but it's so damn worth it! I hope to be joining you at the end of this month!
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